Tuesday's Tribute: My Sanity

It Reads "Love is to think of someone else more times in a day than you think about yourself"

I dedicate this post to my sanity. I'm SO Joyful that you've returned!

I am surrounded by The Father this morning as this song plays continuously on my laptop. For a few weeks in silence I was fighting a battle. A battle within my heart and mind, but today that battle is over. The sun is shinning brightly and my heart and mind are once again at Peace. Fear can be a crippling thing, but yesterday while riding with Hubby in a gentle whisper God reassured me that He is on the Throne. I am HIS and I have nothing to fear as long as I believe in His words. I do. With all of my heart I believe in HIM and His words.

I cry tears of joy, because once again I'm reminded of His love for me. His compassion cradles me and allows me to be his little girl in my time of need. I have tried Very hard to not be an overly emotional person. I've even tried to drain out the cries of the world, but my heart WON'T allow me to Not care. Knowing that babies are dying, women, men and children are battling diseases like cancer and AIDS affects me. It grabs my heart and painfully squeezes it. But, I now know that its okay that I feel for others so strongly. He will cry with me and when I'm done He will pick me up from my knees and hold me near to Him. His love is Eternal and He finds ways of relaying that message to me.

I was led to a blog about 14 year old Johnathan who's battling Cancer and a song on his player began. In my dark moment God spoke through a beautiful young lady's voice named Hope.

Lighthouse by hope

I was lost somehow I'm drifting away
Was almost gone
You brought me to life again
So let me be your lighthouse
And I'll help you find a way out of here
Let me be your lighthouse
And I'll help you find a way out of here

I need nothing more than His words. For they light my way. My way back to the sunshine. I see it today and it shines ever so brightly.


Yet Another Jay and Deb Production.

~Namaste