It's a new day and I'm deeply grateful to see it. Walking in this new path is proving to be a true struggle, but I'm a stubborn one. Even though we face obstacles the good outweighs the bad. This forgiveness thing is testing me to the point of no return. I never want to be lied to, so I will never lie to you. It is SO HARD forgiving someone who ripped the very breath from your body! I want to. I truly want to forgive anyone who has done me wrong, but this case is proving to be more challenging than anticipated. You know the saying "kill them with kindness?" Yeah well, it's killing me more than the offender. Ugh! I want to be free of this, but I am fully aware that it can and will be an ongoing process. I am one step closer today. I read another blog on forgiveness and her insight was dead on. It felt as if she were writing for me and I felt God's love for me.
I'm no surprise to God, but sometimes I fear I may be driving him crazy. LOL