I've Been Keeping A Secret

I've been thinking of my grandma a lot lately.  On September 1st it will be her birthday and I'm truly missing her.  But, as I'm missing her I am also forever grateful for the events that transpired following her death.  It was as if she knew I was in the dark and needed a hand.  My life has changed dramatically in these past two years of her being gone.  God stepped in and renewed my very being. 

Many dramatic and often times traumatic events have taken place in my world since 2005 starting with Hurricane Katrina.  Tomorrow I go to see a pulmonologist to get his opinion of the two spots on my right lung.  My doctor strongly believes it is just scar tissue due to my chronic bronchitis.  The pulmonologist will more than likely agree.  I believe in God and trust in him implicitly.  But, I believe there is great strength in prayer and I am asking you all to please keep me in yours throughout the day and tomorrow.  I honestly believe this is just scar tissue as well, but with the sudden and unexpected deaths in my family these past two years a twinge of worry creeps in from time to time.

I've been keeping this off the blog, because I didn't want to bring anyone down in any way.  I know that may be thought of as crazy, but it's how I am.  I love to uplift people not depress them.  So, that is why I have truly been away and have been investing more time to living beyond the internet.  I will let you all know how the appointment on tomorrow goes.  Until then I thank you all for your prayers.